And i wonder if i ever crossed your mind....

So here i am.. looking at a pic of us... thinking of that night you came home... when we lay in each other's arms.. in perfect silence... it felt right... i felt complete... your breath on my neck... your weight on me felt wonderful... i couldn't have slept better than that night...

But...

That's all i'll get....
That's all i'll live with...
That feeling will be enough...
Don't wanna break your heart or mine...

And then i'll watch you grow, laugh, have a blast and i'll smile....
I'll grow, i'll laugh and i'll live and you'll be my homing beacon...

I'll never kiss you...
You'll never want to...

then you'll find her..
and i'll find him...

but...

every night i go to bed, i'll remember that one night, when you smelt divine, we were in each others arms, your weight on me and you breath against my neck...

I'll smile for no reason...
He'll ask me why?
And i'll say...
"There are moments of perfection in life, some grow into beautiful stories, others are so perfect that you're almost afraid to change them even a little bit, so you live them and you let them go... Many year later you still think of them and then wish you'd given them a chance and watched them grow... I don't intend to let fear decide for me anymore..."
And i'll kiss him with a tear in my eye as my soul speaks your name but i'm in his arms...

He is perfect but he's not you.